LOVE IS IN THE HAIR

i'm thinking about coloring my hair Brown, more natural. Actually, it was supposed to be deep violet, my hair i mean, but turned out RED instead. One unsatisfied costumer here ! HMM. =.=



So yeah, being the only red-head in UiTM Kuala Pilah is kinda hard, i have to play 'hide-and-seek' with the guards, yeah SERIOUSLY. I don't mind actually but i hate it when me and my friend / cousins are, as usual cam-whoring and all, and my hair looked like 'YAW SUP, I'M COOLER THAN YOALL'. NOT IN A GOOD WAY. TRUST ME.

I changed my hair style almost every semester, and my hair is in SEVERE DAMAGE. Like i say, dry/damage hair is trending. HAHA :D

Anyhoo, i always envy those with healthy long hair, doesn't matter straight, curly, and especially with BANGS ! I LOVE BANGS. BANGS ARE AWESOME ! :-S





I FRIGGIN' LOVE, :)



HOHO, I PERSONALLY DIGGIN' EMO HAIRSTYLE, THE COOLEST !

SO WHAT'S YOURS? :)

P/S: COMING HOME TOMORROW ! OEMGEEEE. <3

AND YES U JUST WASTED YOUR 5 MINUTES READING ABOUT HAIR AND YOU WILL NEVER GET IT BACK. YOU MAD?

TEN DAYS - DAY ONE

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. I like you so very much, since day one we met. But you are having a serious complicated love life with your ex girlfriend. So yeah, MOVING OOOOOONNNNN. TSK.
2. Hi, you ada facebook tak? HEHE
3. I love you so much Mama. ♥
4. Omaigosh, why you so fake? You act like you are the most innocent girl in the world with your/our friends. Pleaseeeeee. MENYAMPAH.
5. Dude, don't act like you know me, you're an apple !
6. I like you, you remind me of a younger me. INNOCENT AND STUPID.
7. It's not that i don't like you, it's just, now is a very bad timing. :(
8. KALAU TAK BOLEH NAK REPLY BBM, DON'T START THE CONVERSATION IN THE FIRST PLACE!
9. NAK PINJAM 1K JE PUN, PURLEASEEEEEEEE. :')
10. LIGHTS OFF, GOING TO HIT THE SACK NOWWWW STOP ONLINE-ING. HEHE

P/S: Good Night loves ♥

Messi the Rabbit

yes or no

Pain is INEVITABLE,
Suffering is OPTIONAL,

Don't blame your misery on other people.
It's always you choice.
You decide your own life.

Happiness is a CHOICE.
And remember, if you choose not to be happy today,
You might just die in sadness.

Goodnight. XX

P/S : I just want to be HAPPY.

Happy Birthday to my younger brother, Mohd Faris Bin Azha, he's turning 18 today. I love you ♥♥♥

quote of the day

MY GUILTY PLEASUE

A guilty pleasure is something one enjoys and considers pleasurable despite feeling guilt for enjoying it. The "guilt" involved is sometimes simply fear of others discovering one's lowbrow or otherwise embarrassing tastes. Fashion, music, and junk food can be examples of guilty pleasures. -- Wikipedia

My guilty pleasure is,

SHOPPING

I love shopping like a an anorexic hates to eat. SERIOUSLY. I can shop all by myself, i can spend all my expenses, buying anything that i clearly don't need. Shopping can make me happy and high and forget things i don't want to remember. In a sense, when one is shopping, they are given a few moments of good mood. This is a momentary mental reward. So it encourages one to repeat the pattern in order to feel that “high” produced by shopping and purchasing.

Pants on the ground, i am no branding person, and i prefer to shop at Bukit Bintang area than other high-standard outlets. I personally think Topshop is ridiculously expensive and sometimes the quality is just as same as the one in Sg.Wang. So yeah, do the math.

Online shopping is also fun and exciting, for those who prefer to stay inside like me, e-blog is the answer. However, be careful of scam and shopping at your own risk. You don't need to have a bank account, but you need,
-INTERNET CONNECTION
-CASH
-EMAIL
-A HOUSE (for posting process)
For a start, click http://shoppingroll.blogspot.com and go crazy people. (:

1. SCROLL AND SEARCH TARGET (STUFF YOU WANT TO BUY, eg: tops, pants, shoes, accessories, etc)
2. EMAIL / SMS THE OWNER (STATED ON THE BLOG) WITH YOUR DETAILS AND ALL
3. WAIT FOR THEIR RESPOND
4. MAKE PAYMENT (Via E-banking OR cash deposit machine)
DON'T NEED TO HAVE BANK ACCOUNT, YOU MAY DEPOSIT YOUR CASH AT THE CASH DEPOSIT MACHINE. MAKE SURE THE ACCOUNT NUMBER IS CORRECT WITH THE BLOG OWNER'S NAME.
5. WAIT FOR MR. POSTMAN TO DELIVER YOUR PARCEL
*1-2 WORKING DAYS FOR POS EXPRESS.
*1 WORKING DAY FOR POS LAJU.
6. GET ADDICTED WITH E-BLOGS. >.<

First, make sure that the blog doesn't have any scam-history or any inconvenient cases. And ask for Tracking Number so that you can track your parcel to avoid any disappointment with the blog owner and the Postage Services. Try it, it is amazingly addictive. HAHA :D

P/S : AM I A SHOPAHOLIC?



OKAY BYE. XX

LOMO me. LOMO you, we all LOMO

2008. Sejak tahun 2008 i dah berusaha gigih meyakinkan kan mama i untuk BELANJA i beli kamera lomo. Sebab dulu dah beli camera digital Sony guna duit sendiri jadi sekarang apa lah salahnya mama pulak belanja kan. :') Bila keluar rumah nampak budak-budak pegang lomo, gila eksaited ni nak beli masa tu je punya pusing-pusing satu bb plaza tu. Lepas dah dapat, rasa sayang pulak duit tu sebab nanti kena beli kodak, kena pergi cuci kat Foto Zoom ke, Fuji Film ke. Malas. Lepas tu ingat nak beli kamera Polaroid je, ala yang snap lepastu terus keluar gambar. Boleh pass-pass kat peminat kalau minta sign. =.=

So, for those yang tak se-cheapskate i ni, boleh lah try beli satu, kita share pakai. OK? :)


multi-lens camera (Oktomat)

Ultra Wide and Slim

LEGO Digital Camera

ColourSplash

BlackBird, Fly

Diana F+

Diana Mini

Fisheye

Nico Digital Camera (Keychain)

Polaroid Camera

Underwater lomo

Samples,




And many moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... all pictures are taken from,
http://www.theclickshop.net/

OR try

http://filmsnapsnap.blogspot.com/

Do pay a vist and actually buy something. Oh and you can see sample of pictures there too !

OKAY BYE !

P/S : FUH, super-long post. XX.

quote of the day

TIPS # HEAL YOUR BROKEN HEART

Okay, for those who has just broke up, heres some tips to make you feel better, something i came up with, well out of 25 relationships, let just say, i learn from my mistakes. >.<

1. Burst ALL OUT
Like serious. Just cry it out loud, until your lungs hurt and your eyes bleed. Okay, that is just a metaphor. It's normal to cry, don't hold back your feelings, its not healthy. Eat ice-creams, chocolates, watch sad love movies, cuddle with your blankets and cry like you never cry before. BUT, make a deal with yourself first, example - I WILL BE SAD FOR 4 DAYS, ALL OUT UNTIL NO MORE LEFT. And stick with it ladies and gentlemen. After 4 days, STOP CRYING. JUST. STOP.

2. Surround yourself with family and friends
Make yourself busy, if you are the kind that cannot live with your hand-phones, delete everything about your ex, his/her number, email, text messages, pictures etc. U might already memorized the number, so be it. I wouldn't ask you to knock your head to the wall or something. Oh and please don't have a second thought. Don't you dare. And enjoy yourself with people that you love and people that you can trust. Come on, its not the end of the world. Dress up, eat fancy food, watch non-love movies, go crazy !

3. Be Taylor Swift
Also a metaphor. Just look at her, she's strong and she learns to appreciate herself. Nobody deserve to make you miserable, it's your body, your heart. Respect yourself. PERIOD.

Oh, and please. No begging-begging please, no 'i tak boleh hidup tanpa you-speech'. Yeah i know, been there done that. But it'll just makes you sound desperate and cheap. Don't do that especially if your so-called-spouse cheated on you or did something terrible to you. DON'T BE DESPERATE. DON'T BE PATHETIC. A big no-no.

4. Rebound?
Aha, rebounds. A rebound relationship is when the man or women is still suffering pain from an ex and decides to get involved right away to someone new so that they can distract themselves from their pain. It is counterproductive because a new partner won't take away that pain, they can only soothe the pain until he or she completely heals. When they do heal, they will no longer need or appreciate the reboundee's comfort. Well it actually depends whether you can handle another fake-relationship and if it doesn't work out well, you'll end up being SAD again. And fyi, rebound relationships may be more destructive than the earlier breakups.

I think the wisest course of action for the newly separated is just to be alone for a while, as long as it takes, until we've gotten rid of our ex-partners from our hearts, completely, and know who we really are. You need to make slow progress towards wholeness, not hiding from the pain when it comes. Don't rush your heart.

Don't think you're unlikeable! There's plenty of fish in the sea, he/she wasn't the fish you're emotions are telling you. Find someone else. Remember there will always be someone out there for you!

LOVE YOURSELF. X.

mencintai dan dicintai

A friend of mine just broke up with her 3-years boyfriend, and my ex-schoolmate just broke up with his 2-years girlfriend. entorghh lerr, musim kot sekarang ni? and i am pretty sure, some of us will go 'homaigosh, 3 tahun couple, lepastu clash macam tu je? gila buang masa'-sort of-talk which is kinda HEARTLESS. Seriously, we cannot learn from other people's mistakes, we'll have to go out there and make our own. And i'm speaking from my experienceS. Having 25 ex-boyfriends (whaddup!) when you are 21 years old is not something you can be proud of dan semestinya bukan cerita yang boleh disebarkan kepada cucucicit pada masa hadapan. Bila musim bercerai-berai ni ramai lah yang menangis meroyan bergulingan bergelimpangan sampai makan tak kenyang, mandi tak basah dan sebagainya. Which is normal. Lepastu bila dah get over him/her, punya lah bersumpah berikrar susun lima jari rapat-rapat TAK AKAN couple lagi lepas ni. Lepas tu terus tukar status facebook dari In A Realtionship kepada Single. Kalau ada Single and Available, lagi hah mesti trending lepas clash kan. Lepas tu mulalah hilang kepercayaan kat semua manusia lain spesis dalam dunia ni. Also, speaking from my experience. Bila ada lelaki nak bermadah cinta sikit mula lah 'ala, entah-entah kau pun sama macam si polan tu'. SERIOUSLY KAN? Tapi, bukan semua manusia ni sama. Dah nasib kau nak dapat si polan yang bernafsu binatang, berfikiran syaiton, man-whore, i love you-but not only you, atau pun yang sekadar menanam tebu di pinggir bibir sahaja. Everything happens for a reason. And i must admit, each break up made me stronger and kinda heartless but in a good way. And more alert i guess, about guys and relationship. And it makes me realize there is nothing more important than my family because they will always be there for me. Oh and ada kes yang sampai nak bunuh diri sebab putus cinta, i know, been there, Alhamdulliah tak terlintas pun. Jangan pentingkan diri sendiri, fikirkan parents kau tu, mak kau dok ke hulu ke hilir 9 bulan kandung kau dalam perut, kau tendang sepak terajang perut mak kau, ayah kau jaga kau bagi duit setiap hari, mak kau susukan kau, lepastu kau senang-senang nak blah macam tu je? Kau ingat kau siapa? Heartbroken my ass ! Just believe in yourself, believe in GOD. And remember, your forever is out there somewhere, have faith lovers. Let us just wait and appreciate what we have now. Okai ? All the single ladies, put your hands up!. (:

p/s: i am also waiting for my prince charming. waiting and waiting. (:

oh hi, it's me again

hi, it's been awhile since my last post. i decided to keep bloggin' and tumblrin' at the same time. yeay me. :)