i am good at faking smiles.
even when i'm not okay, you can see me fooling around and making annoying jokes.
deep down, i am just as fragile (see i'm using it again) as glasses . i am sensitive . and i am not good at writing my feelings out.
but people don't see that, because they only see things that i chose to show them,
people think that i am feeling-proof, but i am not .
NEVER TAKE ANYONE FOR GRANTED . EVER .
this song really inspires me a lot at this moment , :)
have a good day people. bye
Showing posts with label lesson to learn. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lesson to learn. Show all posts
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
story of the day
A true story from Vic Gundotra
Taken from here
One Sunday morning, January 6th, 2008 I was attending religious services when my cell phone vibrated. As discreetly as possible, I checked the phone and noticed that my phone said "Caller ID unknown". I choose to ignore.
After services, as I was walking to my car with my family, I checked my cell phone messages. The message left was from Steve Jobs. "Vic, can you call me at home? I have something urgent to discuss" it said.
Before I even reached my car, I called Steve Jobs back. I was responsible for all mobile applications at Google, and in that role, had regular dealings with Steve. It was one of the perks of the job.
"Hey Steve - this is Vic", I said. "I'm sorry I didn't answer your call earlier. I was in religious services, and the caller ID said unknown, so I didn't pick up".
Steve laughed. He said, "Vic, unless the Caller ID said 'GOD', you should never pick up during services".
I laughed nervously. After all, while it was customary for Steve to call during the week upset about something, it was unusual for him to call me on Sunday and ask me to call his home. I wondered what was so important?
"So Vic, we have an urgent issue, one that I need addressed right away. I've already assigned someone from my team to help you, and I hope you can fix this tomorrow" said Steve.
"I've been looking at the Google logo on the iPhone and I'm not happy with the icon. The second O in Google doesn't have the right yellow gradient. It's just wrong and I'm going to have Greg fix it tomorrow. Is that okay with you?"
Of course this was okay with me. A few minutes later on that Sunday I received an email from Steve with the subject "Icon Ambulance". The email directed me to work with Greg Christie to fix the icon.
Since I was 11 years old and fell in love with an Apple II, I have dozens of stories to tell about Apple products. They have been a part of my life for decades. Even when I worked for 15 years for Bill Gates at Microsoft, I had a huge admiration for Steve and what Apple had produced.
But in the end, when I think about leadership, passion and attention to detail, I think back to the call I received from Steve Jobs on a Sunday morning in January. It was a lesson I'll never forget. CEOs should care about details. Even shades of yellow. On a Sunday.
To one of the greatest leaders I've ever met, my prayers and hopes are with you Steve.
Long live Apple . HAHAHAHA i know someone will bahan me about this later . yes you . hehe :p
OKAY BYE
Taken from here
One Sunday morning, January 6th, 2008 I was attending religious services when my cell phone vibrated. As discreetly as possible, I checked the phone and noticed that my phone said "Caller ID unknown". I choose to ignore.
After services, as I was walking to my car with my family, I checked my cell phone messages. The message left was from Steve Jobs. "Vic, can you call me at home? I have something urgent to discuss" it said.
Before I even reached my car, I called Steve Jobs back. I was responsible for all mobile applications at Google, and in that role, had regular dealings with Steve. It was one of the perks of the job.
"Hey Steve - this is Vic", I said. "I'm sorry I didn't answer your call earlier. I was in religious services, and the caller ID said unknown, so I didn't pick up".
Steve laughed. He said, "Vic, unless the Caller ID said 'GOD', you should never pick up during services".
I laughed nervously. After all, while it was customary for Steve to call during the week upset about something, it was unusual for him to call me on Sunday and ask me to call his home. I wondered what was so important?
"So Vic, we have an urgent issue, one that I need addressed right away. I've already assigned someone from my team to help you, and I hope you can fix this tomorrow" said Steve.
"I've been looking at the Google logo on the iPhone and I'm not happy with the icon. The second O in Google doesn't have the right yellow gradient. It's just wrong and I'm going to have Greg fix it tomorrow. Is that okay with you?"
Of course this was okay with me. A few minutes later on that Sunday I received an email from Steve with the subject "Icon Ambulance". The email directed me to work with Greg Christie to fix the icon.
Since I was 11 years old and fell in love with an Apple II, I have dozens of stories to tell about Apple products. They have been a part of my life for decades. Even when I worked for 15 years for Bill Gates at Microsoft, I had a huge admiration for Steve and what Apple had produced.
But in the end, when I think about leadership, passion and attention to detail, I think back to the call I received from Steve Jobs on a Sunday morning in January. It was a lesson I'll never forget. CEOs should care about details. Even shades of yellow. On a Sunday.
To one of the greatest leaders I've ever met, my prayers and hopes are with you Steve.
Long live Apple . HAHAHAHA i know someone will bahan me about this later . yes you . hehe :p
OKAY BYE
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Quote of the day
I want a guy who would be proud to hold my hand in public. I want a guy who would be so proud to tell the whole world that I am his girlfriend. I want a guy who wouldn’t be entertaining other girls because he knows i would feel bad about it. I want a guy who wouldn’t pay attention to the girls who texts or call him while he is with me. I want a guy who could share HIS WORLD with me. And lastly, I want a guy who is willing to love me unconditionally.
All is fair in love and war . <3
taken from tumblr, heres mine, click click. :)
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Quote of the day
What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there’s no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn’t exist.
She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste. You call her insecure.
She holds on to you like she’s never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has you, and no, you’re not available. You call her clingy.
She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls “babe” just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed. You call her shallow and jealous.
She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares. You say she’s nagging.
She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying “That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU.” You call her overly sensitive and emotional.
She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away. You call her dramatic and annoying.
So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl.
She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her:
the perfect boyfriend.
OMG this is mental, gonna cry now. :(
She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste. You call her insecure.
She holds on to you like she’s never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has you, and no, you’re not available. You call her clingy.
She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls “babe” just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed. You call her shallow and jealous.
She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares. You say she’s nagging.
She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying “That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU.” You call her overly sensitive and emotional.
She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away. You call her dramatic and annoying.
So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl.
She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her:
the perfect boyfriend.
OMG this is mental, gonna cry now. :(
Saturday, April 2, 2011
PENGAJARAN PERTAMA#
Harini i tak ada kelas langsung, lepas selesai hantar report semua, i balik KL dengan budak ni . Pergi tengok Beastly kat Sunway Pyramid dulu, Beastly best lah jugak, sebab Alex Pettyfer, Mary-Kate dan Neil Patrick (Barney dalam How I Met Your Mother)yang membuat cerita tu menarik tapi cerita tu macam cliche je. Vanessa Hudgens LAME gila. =.= Tapi entri kali ni bukan pasal mana-mana pelakon di atas.
Lepas habis movie dan duit, i kena balik rumah naik KTM, i jarang sekali naik KTM sebab KTM menakutkan, dah lah TAK PERNAH dapat duduk sebab pengguna KTM yang setiap hari dah naik jadi macam orang "gasar", bertolak-tolakan, bertarik-tarikan, lepastu pintu KTM tu kalau boleh 5 saat je nak bukak lepas tu berbunyik lah, siapa tak takut weih, dah la i bawak barang banyak, tapi i punya pemikiran yang dah update ni menyebabkan i tak pernah sibuk nak berebut tempat duduk sebab i sedar, i masih muda, kaki melekat lagi dan gagah berdiri, i pun berdiri tepi pintu. Depan i ada seorang makcik India tengah sedap tidur tak tahu kalau dia dah terlepas stesyen ke belum. Sebelah makcik Dewi tu (bukan nama sebenar), ada Mei Ling (bukan nama sebenar) tengah sibuk main iPad. Hah, cerita pasal ipad ni, haritu kan Yasmin Hani buat macam satu pertandingan untuk merebut ipad beliau tapi disebabkan kelalaian i, i gagal. Kecewa yang teramat. :(
lepas dah 3 stesyen kot rasanya, i tak dengar sangat sebab i leka berangan sambil dengar ipod i, konon-konon cool sampai tak pandang sesiapa pun. Oh i lupa nak bagitahu, i masuk coach perempuan, ala yang ada sticker perempuan warna pink tu, tahu? kalau tak tahu, sila lah cuba naik KTM. Coach tu memang khas untuk perempuan sahaja. Senang nak bergosip open table dalam tu kan. Mulut-mulut cik kiah(s) dengan cerita hot masakini, kalau korang tak kenal siapa Makcik Leha pada mulanya, korang akan dapat agak berapa income Makcik Leha bila korang dah dalam coach tu untuk 15 minit. SUMPAH TAK TIPU. Income Makcik Leha RM5000 sebulan kerja dari rumah je. Tak tahu la kalau Makcik Leha tipu kawan-kawan dia kan. I dengar je.
i bukan pool dance tau, kaki i memang semulajadi melentik macam tu.
lepas satu stesyen tu, ada abang handsome berbaju biru Quicksilver masuk coach ore tino tu. I pun sebagai manusia biasa yang pantang nampak kesalahan orang terus menilai sendiri macam nampak pakcik tu dok tersentuh tangan kita, kita assume pakcik tu pervert padahal pakcik tu sedang cuba mengimbangi badan beliau. Kesian pakcik. I mencarut lah dalam hati rasa macam hak sebagai seorang wanita dicabuli bila abang handsome masuk tanpa segan silu, abang handsome bawak beg besar macam berat je nampak. Kesian abang handsome. Tangan dia mesti lenguh.
Selang 5 saat i mengutuk dan puji abang tu, ada mak buyung jalan menyusul abang Haq (bukan nama sebenar). Perut mak buyung nampak besar gila sebab pakai dress ikut bentuk badan. Nasib mak buyung muka chomei. :')
Mei ling pun berganjak sikit kasi mak buyung duduk, jadi sekarang ada lah Dewi, Mei Ling dan Mak buyung ! SATU MALAYSIA ! :D
Rupanya abang Haq tu laki mak buyung. Sebab mak buyung cakap macam ni "bang, berapa stesyen lagi?". Abang Haq cakap "2 stesyen je". OHHHHHHH.
Lukisan perut mak buyung memang buruk gila, tangan tak bedung. Maaf. Tapi nampak macam i dan abang Haq tengah menari tiang bersama kan kan kan. HAHA
Pengajarannya, JANGAN MENILAI ORANG SECARA RAWAK DAN SESUKA HATI, maaf lah abang haq, tapi abang haq tak macam dah kahwin pun. Lainkali conteng dahi tu tulis "i'm married, sorry".
Oh ceritanya, i beli tiket KTM sampai BTS (Bandar tasik selatan), tapi bila sampai Kl Sentral, i dah chuak gila, i pun ikut je orang ramai keluar, jadinya i teruskan perjalanan naik LRT pulak sampai ke rumah. Noob gila i ni. :')
P/S : Pertama kali buat lukisan guna paint, jakun gila. Kalau tak faham, nanti i terangkan perlahan-lahan okay? Jangan kutuk lukisan i. I budak baru belajar. Kalau salah tolong jolokkan.
OKAY BYE.
Lepas habis movie dan duit, i kena balik rumah naik KTM, i jarang sekali naik KTM sebab KTM menakutkan, dah lah TAK PERNAH dapat duduk sebab pengguna KTM yang setiap hari dah naik jadi macam orang "gasar", bertolak-tolakan, bertarik-tarikan, lepastu pintu KTM tu kalau boleh 5 saat je nak bukak lepas tu berbunyik lah, siapa tak takut weih, dah la i bawak barang banyak, tapi i punya pemikiran yang dah update ni menyebabkan i tak pernah sibuk nak berebut tempat duduk sebab i sedar, i masih muda, kaki melekat lagi dan gagah berdiri, i pun berdiri tepi pintu. Depan i ada seorang makcik India tengah sedap tidur tak tahu kalau dia dah terlepas stesyen ke belum. Sebelah makcik Dewi tu (bukan nama sebenar), ada Mei Ling (bukan nama sebenar) tengah sibuk main iPad. Hah, cerita pasal ipad ni, haritu kan Yasmin Hani buat macam satu pertandingan untuk merebut ipad beliau tapi disebabkan kelalaian i, i gagal. Kecewa yang teramat. :(
lepas dah 3 stesyen kot rasanya, i tak dengar sangat sebab i leka berangan sambil dengar ipod i, konon-konon cool sampai tak pandang sesiapa pun. Oh i lupa nak bagitahu, i masuk coach perempuan, ala yang ada sticker perempuan warna pink tu, tahu? kalau tak tahu, sila lah cuba naik KTM. Coach tu memang khas untuk perempuan sahaja. Senang nak bergosip open table dalam tu kan. Mulut-mulut cik kiah(s) dengan cerita hot masakini, kalau korang tak kenal siapa Makcik Leha pada mulanya, korang akan dapat agak berapa income Makcik Leha bila korang dah dalam coach tu untuk 15 minit. SUMPAH TAK TIPU. Income Makcik Leha RM5000 sebulan kerja dari rumah je. Tak tahu la kalau Makcik Leha tipu kawan-kawan dia kan. I dengar je.
i bukan pool dance tau, kaki i memang semulajadi melentik macam tu.
lepas satu stesyen tu, ada abang handsome berbaju biru Quicksilver masuk coach ore tino tu. I pun sebagai manusia biasa yang pantang nampak kesalahan orang terus menilai sendiri macam nampak pakcik tu dok tersentuh tangan kita, kita assume pakcik tu pervert padahal pakcik tu sedang cuba mengimbangi badan beliau. Kesian pakcik. I mencarut lah dalam hati rasa macam hak sebagai seorang wanita dicabuli bila abang handsome masuk tanpa segan silu, abang handsome bawak beg besar macam berat je nampak. Kesian abang handsome. Tangan dia mesti lenguh.
Selang 5 saat i mengutuk dan puji abang tu, ada mak buyung jalan menyusul abang Haq (bukan nama sebenar). Perut mak buyung nampak besar gila sebab pakai dress ikut bentuk badan. Nasib mak buyung muka chomei. :')
Mei ling pun berganjak sikit kasi mak buyung duduk, jadi sekarang ada lah Dewi, Mei Ling dan Mak buyung ! SATU MALAYSIA ! :D
Rupanya abang Haq tu laki mak buyung. Sebab mak buyung cakap macam ni "bang, berapa stesyen lagi?". Abang Haq cakap "2 stesyen je". OHHHHHHH.
Lukisan perut mak buyung memang buruk gila, tangan tak bedung. Maaf. Tapi nampak macam i dan abang Haq tengah menari tiang bersama kan kan kan. HAHA
Pengajarannya, JANGAN MENILAI ORANG SECARA RAWAK DAN SESUKA HATI, maaf lah abang haq, tapi abang haq tak macam dah kahwin pun. Lainkali conteng dahi tu tulis "i'm married, sorry".
Oh ceritanya, i beli tiket KTM sampai BTS (Bandar tasik selatan), tapi bila sampai Kl Sentral, i dah chuak gila, i pun ikut je orang ramai keluar, jadinya i teruskan perjalanan naik LRT pulak sampai ke rumah. Noob gila i ni. :')
P/S : Pertama kali buat lukisan guna paint, jakun gila. Kalau tak faham, nanti i terangkan perlahan-lahan okay? Jangan kutuk lukisan i. I budak baru belajar. Kalau salah tolong jolokkan.
OKAY BYE.
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