Sunday, December 18, 2011

practical @ Hospital Zoo Negara

location : Hospital Zoo Negara

Thursday, December 15, 2011

new babies

wohooo i got 5 new babies, actually i'm sharing with my sister in law, huihuihui 5 is too many, i already have like 6 cats. but they are all domestic cat, but these babies are Persian yawww.

rotate kepala 90 darjah please, sorry laptop sucks, nak rotate picture pun susah. hikhik

p/s: i wish you know how badly you hurt me.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

follow me on Twitter

look at my sexy Twitter background. aummmm.

follow me guys, just type ns azha, i'll be the one wearing Liverpool's sweater. well at least for now. :D

Happy Sunday. #hugsandkisses

Saturday, December 10, 2011

baby Maya and Meows

Maya gave birth to 5, errr 8 babies? I'm not sure because too many of them died. Maya is not a good mummy as Luna was. Well this is their first time, so it is acceptable. So today mark (10/12/12), only left with one baby only, which is super cute, like cow. Hehe And Maya loves her one and only baby so much. No name yet because the gender is still unknown.

and my new kitties,

happy weekend, yes today i skipped my work. who are you, my mum? even my own mother told me to take one day off. :D

okay bye mean people.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Like We Used To

A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To

i love this song, long back. i used to listen to it every day, without fail. but now, this song seems to be too sad for me to handle. hence, i'm sharing one of my favorite song with you.

been snowed under with works at the hospital, keeping myself busy 24/7, distracting myself, trying to survive in this cold world.

wish me luck please.

X, ns

Sunday, December 4, 2011

back to December

oh, it's already December, last month of 2011, how time flies. It's been a while since my last post, i've been busy with works, yes, i said works, real dirty works. Hehe i've started my industrial training a.k.a practical for my final semester of my Diploma, i chose to do my practical at Zoo Negara Hospital. Yes, ZOO HAS HOSPITAL OKAY. DON'T BE SO STUPID PEOPLE. *referring to myself*
well, my practical duration is from 24th November 2011 until 14th February 2012. So long meh. Me no likey. So yeah, it's been almost 2 weeks now, and all i can say is I HATE IT. I HATE IT WITH ALL MY HEART AND MY SOUL.

For my first day, i already bathed and treated the Borneo Orang Utan, treated the Tapir, not much for my first day. On my second and so on days, so far i've treated (with other trainees of course), we've treated all kinds of animals such as, Binturong, Hyena, Lion, Tiger, Bear, Goat, Cat, Monkey, Wallaby, Antelope etc. I even did an autopsy on Antelope. The smell was indescribable. FULLSTOP. We even clustered the cats there, at first i didn't want to get involved, but my Supervisor was there so i had to act professional. HAHA but it wasn't as bad as i thought. I'm working 5 1/2 days a week, half day on Saturday and off day on Sunday WITH NO SALARY AT ALL. I REPEAT. NO SALARY. AT ALL. NONE., 8AM to 5PM.

and on my second week of working as animal slave, i had caught with high fever, flu, bodyache, headache, not in a good shape at the moment and i got MC for 2 days. BLISSFUL. I LOVE IT. Too straight forward? well, honesty is the best policy. Hehe

oh, my Supervisors are, Doctor Naim and Doctor Blanca, but Dr Naim rarely at the office as he is the Head of the Hospital, sp Dr Blanca is the one who supervise us, she's mexican and can't speak or understand malay at all. YES. NOT AT ALL., other trainees ; 3 Africans, 1 Chinese, 1 Sarawakian + Chinese, lets just say, i only speak malay when i'm at home now. It's not a big problem actually but sometimes it's hard for me to understand what my supervisor is saying because her English with Mexican accent, she has to repeat twice whenever she's talking to me. Sorry Dr, i no speak Americano. Hehe

So, there you go, can't wait to finish my practical because i hate it. I do love animals, they are adorable. But the fact that i have to work like a real veterinar, with no salary, all the tiredness, smelly-ness, hotness, for 3 months, tell me, who can handle that?

the surgery room.

the cage (ward) for sick animals (quarantine)

more pictures soon, i promise.

Btw, Maya gave birth on 20/11/2011, now left two babies, others died.

p/s: incase you were wondering how an antelope and binturong or other animals look like, go google their name okay. Hehe

So, have a good life people. Wear condoms. LOL


Friday, November 18, 2011

TGI Friday's

Thank God It's Friday ? Well, thank God for all the -days man, not just Fridays. Whatttt? So yeah, had a birthday-dinner at TGIF, Wangsa Walk last Friday, haha coincidence? Yup it was actually. It was for my birthday and i was craving for a good steak, and this was the first time i ate here, sad? No. Because i personally think it wasn't worth it, unlike Chillis, Chillis is better i think. The prices are quite resemble but the portion of food is much bigger. I say, TGIF is over-rated. Hehe

you can choose how you like your steak to be, I had Sirloin Steak - medium well, mushroom sauce, with chips and mashed potato, so did my brothers, copy cats.

appetizer - 1. boneless wings 2-fried mac and cheese

my mum's -black pepper chicken

my brother's, same thing as mine with different side dishes

Mine, Sirloin Steak, hah, cheapskate man.

desserts, nyummmmyyy. mini chocolate orea mint crunch and snickers treats with ice cream .

happy tummy yeah but will not eat here again

beverages? haha no picture, k bye.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Theo and Benzema

finally, i named two of my baby bunnies, another one still nameless, hehe

people, meet

BABY THEO (as "Theo Walcott", he's so cute and chocolate, hence the name)

BABY BEN (as "Karim Benzema" also as a tribute to Ben, my late cat, because he's white, like polar bear) LOL

okay bye.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011




Friday, November 11, 2011

omnomnom :D @IKEA

dapat jugak makan .....

IKEA's meatballs, daim almond cake dengan chicken breast with apa tah nama dia. hehe

total : RM30++ totally worth it. dah lama tak makan sebenarnya, mengidam. haha

happy tummy = happy face :)

Friday, November 4, 2011

baby bunnies

hello semua orang. *bunyi cengkerik*

kisah pulak i. hihi oh i lupa nak bagitahu, Luna the rabbit beranak 4 ekor anak on 20/10/11, tapi yang sedihnya seekor mati jadinya tinggal 3 ekor je, tapi okay lah, Luna first time beranak and i don't even know she was pregnant. HAHA

Luna yang warna putih + oren tu

baby rabbit masa umur seminggu, macam anak babi pun ada kan. euww

salah seekor anak Luna (2 minggu)

so this week dah masuk minggu ke 3 and let me tell you, arnab memang cepat membesar, like seriously, even i pun terkejut masa tengok baby rabbit and Luna sekali dah boleh melompat, and maybe because of Luna is Lion Head + Anggora, so baby rabbit pun bulu cepat tumbuh, and now.......


tak ada nama lagi untuk dorang sebab tak tahu macam mana nak tengok jantan ke betina masa baby ni. hihi

okay thats all. bye semua orang.

Thursday, October 27, 2011


Why am i so sad all the time?

I just feel so apathetic, I feel as if there is this void in my life. I mean I always just feel empty, around my close friends and family. And I'm always in deep thought, I just think about how messed up this world is and how stupid these people I look at are. Its just so weird, I used to be very aggressive to my friends a lot. But around my family I act like blank and empty, I'm not angry anymore like I used to be, I never knew why I was like this. Its makes me feel so apathetic when my friends or people I know say I have anger issues, and they used to say I looked depressed. At one point, I did feel a little depressed but I tried not to do anything drastic. I barely have any good friends. This causes me to be so, antisocial. I have a lot of things, materialistic things, I have a middle class family but it doesn't bother me. And I hate feeling so empty and blank, I have everything but yet I have nothing.

And I have weird and very odd behaviors that are very unlike me, for instance I am usually a messy person but I started cleaning a lot. I mean I'm always doing a type of chores or something. Once I woke up, I'll go straight cleaning my house, my room, rearrange the furniture. I'm always constantly trying to keep myself busy, I cannot stand not doing anything. Its really weird because I never acted like this before.

I do listen to music
I drift away when my songs come on, I play the guitar a bit. But I still feel a void, and the songs I listen are usually sad or mellow. But it helps only for a while. And now i rarely listen to any music.

I am so scared that i will not be happy again. I want to hang out with some friends, watch movies etc, but then i end up doing nothing. Making plans, and last minute canceled it out, i don't know why.

I feel blessed with for having a lovely family, but i still feel lonely sometimes when i'm not around my cousins, even when i'm with them, i feel isolated. feeling like nobody cares or loves me. This is pathetic yes i know. Maybe some of you even think i'm an ungrateful person, don't take me wrong, i am grateful of everything i have. It just, i can't help it, feeling sad all the time.

Maybe this is just another PMS-ing talk, or maybe it isn't. I am so confused right now.



Wednesday, October 26, 2011


my heart hurts. really bad. :(

Thursday, October 20, 2011

then sue me!

Friday, October 14, 2011

iPhone 4s

Lets talk about iPhone 4s shall we? Hehe well i actually just want to talk about Siri, the far most advanced technology ever invented so far. Siri on iPhone 4S lets you use your voice to send messages, schedule meetings, place phone calls, and more. Ask Siri to do things just by talking the way you talk. Siri understands what you say, knows what you mean, and even talks back. Siri is so easy to use and does so much, you’ll keep finding more and more ways to use it. Yes, this is awesome, yet the only thing that makes 4s sounds very tempting for everyone. But, today after i watched this,

and i found it rather weird than amazed. Those people in the video talk to Siri as like Siri is a person, and it creeps me out. I mean, will Siri be able to answer EVERY questions? Like,

Me : How are you today Siri?
Me : What am i going to eat today?

As been told, Siri understands us, right? So, can Siri acts like a human being, answering every questions even talk back to us like a normal conversation. Ahaaa. That is the question. Haha i found it a bit funny. I can't wait to test out 4s, i even have compiled bunch of questions that i'd like to ask Siri. Hehe

Well, imagine if someday, Siri became a rebel, will she still be as obedient as she was designed now?

Me : I'm bored Siri
Siri : Yes, you are a very boring person.

Me : Siri, i'm feeling lonely
Siri : Do you want to watch porn? Browsing porn*

Me : Siri, please track my boyfriend's iphone, and let me know where he is.
Siri : Your boyfriend is at bla bla bla, you better hurry before he sees you with another guy.

Me : Siri, how do i look today?
Siri : Do you really want me to answer it?

Me : can you change your voice to a sexy male voice?
Siri : *changed voice to Johnny Depp's

Me : Siri, please call McDelivery for me, i'm ordering a Big Mac
Siri : You already had McDonalds yesterday, fat bitch.


what if Siri has a nigga version, will she swears a lot? Will she be able to say yawwww suppp douggg and rap? HAHA

And what if Siri's starting to hitting on your boyfriend/husband? HAHAHA WAIT, SHE CAN DO THAT? HAHA


and i'm gonna ask,

ME : Siri, please jailbreak yourself.


Pretty stupid, but yeah still awesome. TAPI CONFIRM LAH DIA TAK FAHAM MELAYU DOHHHHH. ACANEEEE. =____="

Thursday, October 13, 2011


True to that. And, today, i iz sad. how are you today?

this is a really sad song indeed.


Sunday, October 9, 2011

Mr and Mrs

OMG i just spent like an hour reading my previous posts , and i am disgusted with myself right now. Euuw i am so lame i wrote you all as u'olls and i put LOL even though it's not the right place to put it, and i sure mentioned i'm single A LOT. Omaigod somebody shoot me already. I feel ashamed reading my earlier entries, i feel like hanging myself till i die, my eyes pop out and my nose bleed like crazy, okay now i'm exaggerate things. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME OH MY GOD. But yeah, it's my blog, i can write whatever i want. I even can put LOL even when i actually didn't Laughing Out Loud while writing it. Hell yeah.

So heres some of the pictures i stole from my cousin's facebook because i hate having more than 1 album on my facebook account, i don't know why, i feel so rimas. Plus, i don't own super expensive camera, i do have a digital camera which is quite nice but i am too lazy to charge it and the cable went missing. Again. I usually use iPhone and edit it before post it on facebook because 3gs's camera is so lame and i so envy 4's camera because it's sooooo pretty and i look pretty in 4's camera. This is so out of the topic.

TAMBUN, IPOH, PERAK (LOL, mia Ipoh and Perak aren't the same okayyy)

i look super fat on both reception and wedding there, seriously, i hate my baju, therefore i will only show pictures that show the good side of me. HAHA


i love my baju soooooo much and it costs A LOT. My mum spent RM500++ for my baju including tailoring. Thank you mama i love you so much. :)

this is also my birthday cake, you see, me and my brother shared the same cake. haha 3 tingkat kot, wa nak setingkat tak boleh? so yeah, i ada birthday cake jugak this year and thank god the cake was kinda nice, but still, i hate wedding cakes. =_=

i look like a serial killer. hmmmm

so yeah, congratulations abang and kak zu. :)

K bye losers