jiwa kosong ke bro

hello hai .

U'olls pernah tak rasa macam _______________________ je seharian? Tu macam blank lah macam fill in the blank tapi kat sini i bukan suruh u'olls carik perkataan kasi taruk situ. Bukan. Bukan.

Kira macam ni lah, bila tengok atau dengar cerita kelakar pun hati jadi keras, rasa macam apa benda lah ni, apa yang lawak tah. Padahal satu stadium tengah ketawa sampai nampak urat urat kat muka.

Pernah tak?

Kalau cakap tak pernah, TIPU. Ni namanya breakdown. Tak kisah lah nervous breakdown ke, car breakdown ke. Tengok entri ni langsung tak ada haha ke hihi ke huhu ke lol ke :p ke :) ke ^_^ ke or what so ever lah. Ni menunjukkan i tengah breakdown, shutting down atau melayu cakap, jiwa kacau. Ke jiwa kosong? Haha (serious face while haha).

Selalunya bila i rasa macam ni, i akan spend time or to be exact, kacau mama i, because i don't have anybody else to kacau. Tak mungkin nak bermesra dengan papa i, mustahil lah dengan abang abang dan adik i. But mama is not at home, she's kursus-ing till Thursday. So here i am, blogging about it instead of finding the cure to my breakdown. Eceh. Ayat nak feeling feelong asal.

At time like this, i wish i had a sister. Boo hoo crybaby :'(

Lepas tu untuk merancakkan suasana, papa i hari ni jadi the most annoying person on earth LIKE SERIOUS. Omaigod cannot tahan anymore, i feel like crying. He keeps banging on my door and asking me, "kenapa lock pintu dari tadi tak keluar-keluar bilik". Papa,don't worry i tak buat apa-apa yang boleh memudaratkan kalau setakat layan blues, jiwa kacau sorang-sorang dalam bilik, tolong lah faham anak mu ini. Aku butuh privacy. HAHAHAHA

Sumpah harini hati tak best langsung apasal tah. I tak suka lah. Nak lepak dengan kawan-kawan pun, ada yang kat Perak, dekat Penang, dekat Pahang. This is why mama said go and find kawan yang dekat-dekat. Okay tipu, mama tak cakap macam tu, i reka je. I yang selalu cakap macam tu kat diri sendiri. Lepastu kawan-kawan ada boyfriend, susah nak berdating bersama, macam tu lah perempuan, susah jadi perempuan ni sebenarnya, hati lembut sangat. HAHA apa kena mengena ni. =_____=

Bak kata cousin i, "Jadi perempuan memang lancau". Dia pun perempuan jugak tau, so ni macam perempuan punya breakdown punya berkata-kata. Lancau tu i tak tahu apa, macam lancap ke ? So i google lah, rupanya lancau ni macam dirty word in chinese, tapi yang i confused apasal tah ada "who wants to eat lancau meat?". So sekarang i dah confused balik. Tapi tak apa lah, tak masuk exam pun. KAN? TAK MASUK KAN? Mana tahu tibe-tiba keluar soalan,

Who is the most lancau leader in the world?
Bush, Obama, Osama or YourMama. HAHA kalau agak-agak tak tahu lancau tu apa, mesti i jawab Your Mama sebab yang lain tu i tak tahu salasilah mereka. Agakagak keluar soalan bodoh macam tu, menggelupur lah i kena sawan babi kejap.

APA AKU MEREPEK NI. =_____=

Oh well, last time i checked blog ni still i punya, so i boleh post apa-apa yang i suka.

K bye. x,ns .


P/S: okay harini nak layan jiwa yang lancau ni besok nak happy gila lancau. I love u'olls so lancau. HAHA BODOH BETUL.

I. WANT. OMG

I want a varsity jacket, uber cool, NOT ?





i'm ordering myself these baby,



it's a bit expensive, however i cannot find anything that suits me in local e-blogs and local stores. Very disappointing. And the original one worth almost RM800 ++, even the ciplak one worth RM300 ++, i shall not spend too much money on clothes, mama always tell me, "Dekat akhirat nanti, baju-baju yang kau beli tu semua akan hempap kau". And being stupid and shallow minded me, i replied, "Then beli lah baju yang ringan-ringan je". NOT FUNNY.

Avoiding shopping malls and e-blogs, ONCE I SHOP, I CAN'T NEVER TURN BACK. What the .... ?

P/S: I MISS MY MAMA SO MUCH. I NEED YOU. :(

K BYE. x, ns

Norah Jones - What Am I To You?

Daddy's little girl :)

16th June 2011 , papa turned 51 years-young. He's a lucky dude because Father's Day is on 18th June. So, kena lah i adik beradik keluar duit lebih belikan hadiah dua kali ganda ohsem. Jangan salah faham, i memang suka belikan orang hadiah, lagi-lagi orang yang i sayang. Eceh. Well, As usual mesti lah i yang paling beriya, do you need to ask ? Well i must say papa is very the lucky one lah because time-time macam ni i mampu lah nak berbelanja lebih sikit. Well anyhoo, Happy Birthday and Happy Father's Day Encik Azha Bin Abu. I love you so strong. And i know you love me back. :')

So, today's entry is all about him, eceh. Papa dulu sexy smexy der, dengan hot pants dia, auww. Patut lah mama gedik-gedik dengan papa. That explained why i'm gedik all the the time. Hehe


Can you spot him? I can't. HAHA LOLJK of course i can spot him, he's right there wearing the navy's uniform. DUH







second on the right, yes you ! :)


this is my favorite, selalu kitorang adik beradik carik gambar paling tak ohsem lepas tu ugut nak taruk kat facebook, rasa-rasanya boleh ke i ugut papa i dengan gambar sexy ni? HAHAHA :D

Papa was on TLDM (Navy) long before i was born, and this explained why he loves water so much, bukan macam papa i suka minum air coway tu, tapi he prefers laut than pool, he loves to pancing and everything about fishes and sea. Unlike me. =__=

So yeah, there goes your 10 minutes reading an entry about my sexy papa.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL FATHERS IN THE WORLD. YOU GUYS ROCK-ASS ! ^_________^

X, NS.

lu langsi lu mati PART 2

Well actually i'm writing this entry for these one person who keeps on calling and texting me. I know she's been reading and stalking me lately and it really pissing me off, bukan sebab i ni perasan i hot lepas tu rimas ramai kipas susah mati ke apa. Sebab nya you dok tuduh i buat benda yang i tak buat, kalau nak cakap, cakap elok-elok, i boleh explain, kita sama-sama perempuan sama-sama ada perasaan, you tu tua dari i, i expect lah you matured dari i ni k, so for those who may concern,

No, i don't want your boyfriend. Yes, we are still friends, and No i haven't contacted him since last month.

So, you tak payah lah nak menyusahkan diri you, call i macam i ni girlfriend you, terima kasih lah bazirkan masa untuk call i. :) You jangan lah jadi macam orang gila ke hulu ke hilir nak carik i sebab nak explanation, buat apa semua tu. You sayang boyfriend you kan ? Then, pergi lah spend time dengan dia tu. Jangan salahkan i pulak bila boyfriend cari yang lain. HAHA JOKE JOKE. :p

Dah dah jangan dok serang boyfriend you tu, you cakap you baca sent items dia ada lovey dovey dengan i kan ? BUKAN INBOX KAN? SIAPA YANG SENT, I KE BOYFRIEND YOU TU? You nak cakap yang boyfriend you dah delete lah konon my so-called-lovey-messages ? Then ? You nak tengok hp i ? Boyfriend you pun dah mengaku kan dia menggatal dengan i, i tak mengaku sebab i memang tak layan. I tak tahu nak marah ke nak ketawa ke dengan perangai siamang you. Sumpah.

DO THE MATH, kalau you dah tak percaya sangat dengan boyfriend you, then let yourself go, you deserve better. Well actually if i were you, i dah lama angkat kaki sebab boyfriend you tu MEMANG TAK SETIA. LIFE IS HARSH, DEAL WITH IT.

Kalau lepas ni kau call aku lagi, sumpah aku simbah asid kat muka kau. JANGAN CABAR.

HAHA LOLJK :D

Quote of the day

What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there’s no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn’t exist.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste. You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she’s never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has you, and no, you’re not available. You call her clingy.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls “babe” just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed. You call her shallow and jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares. You say she’s nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying “That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU.” You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away. You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl.

She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her:
the perfect boyfriend.

OMG this is mental, gonna cry now. :(

I SPY WITH MY LITTLE EYE . . .

FINALLY. #YNWA. :)

KAU ADA?

Hi no one.

Semester baru dah start 30 Mei, which was 3 days ago. And here i am still enjoying my so-called-holiday to the fullest. Got problem meh? Well, starting today, i am away (not so) for a vacation, a gate away from a hectic and tiring life in Kuala Lumpur. Ecece, mengundang zekzekzek betul ayat. Anyhoo, for those yang skema gila yang awal-awal dah register hostel siap bersemangat pergi class on the first day, congratulations, and OMAIGOD YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME. NO ONE GO TO THE FIRST CLASS OF NEW SEMESTER. I REPEAT. NO ONE.

well then, you did. Ehem you know who you are silly.

So, my sweet sweet sweet family are going to Perlis > Alor Setar > Langkawi > Penang. Starting today till 6th June.

So, HOLLA ME, and happy lame-ass studying.

HOLIDAY MODE ON, AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME.

Pray for our safety and i will pray for your class-less soul. LOLJK

SIGNING OFF, ns.

K BYE

A B C and Goodbyes

Alhamdullilah. Result exam semester 5 ni tak mengecewakan, omaigod. All my last minutes study were paid off. Hehe I would love to thank my parents of course kerana tak putus-putus marah i untuk study dengan ugutan-ugutan manja. Yo mama where's my Nissan Fairlady Pure white? Any model oso can, i'm not picky. :P

And to all the lecturers, the good one, excellent one, lazy one, lame-ass one, not so good one, thanks for everything thanks for the grades, (even though i got not so good grade for my medical paper). Though, I AM HAPPY AND THANKFUL.

To all my classmates, we'll see again, i will miss you guys terribly, it's been 3-freakin'-years together, dari tak kenal, sampai bercintan cintun. I feel blessed. You guys rock ass !

Farewell, Diploma in Microbiology AS114. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO STRONG, I SUFFOCATE MYSELF. :)

LOVE, ns.

you are what you eat PART1

Went to Jalan TAR, with mummy, maksu and Sofea my cousin. Had a great time with bloated tummy of course. It was tiring as hell but hey, whats not to love, i got to spend time with mummy and treated with awesome food. I feel blessed. :)


the first thing i captured, hahaha thought i could captured a very artistic photo, sobs, i am such a failure in life.


the awesomest cendol ever, if i'm not mistaken, RM2 each.


nasi lemak yang tak berapa nak berlemak


laksa was okay, because we were hungry like hell,

And then, we went to Euro Moda, if i'm not mistaken. LOL i wonder, since when a mannequin have nipples? This thing gave me a boner. Hehe





HELLO :)


PRAY FOR JAPAN (Sea Master mineral water)

Then, went to some random shop,

CUTE kites!


CUTENESS FTW.



Went to Coffee Box for dinner,




The food were quite okay, with reasonable price and comfortable dining environment,
BON APPETITE ! :)













AND I HAD, LAMB CHOP, because i'm too cool for noodles and other non-western food. HAHA
BEFORE:


AFTER:


HAPPY TUMMY EQUALS TO ERRRR NOT SO HAPPY FACE? HAHA

Oh, due to my f*cked-up memory, i don't remember the names of the food, haha sorry. :P

P/S: OMG, now i'm hungry. =="

lu langsi lu mati

Oh hai. Semenjak dua menjak ni rasa malas gila menebal dalam diri i, bukan busy ke apa, tapi kepala i ni macam kosong gila, apa pun tak boleh apa pun tak boleh. Okay, u'olls nak tahu apa aktiviti i untuk cuti ni? NAK? NAK KAN? KAN?

Movie Movie MOVIESSSSSSSS. And more to come.

I tak tahu lah kenapa dan apa masalah producer cerita masakini nak keluarkan wayang gempak-gempak sekali harung. Kau tak tahu ke satu beban untuk i yang berlagak-ada-duit ni nak keep up tengok semua movie ni kat wayang sebab i punya lazy-ass malas nak beli dvd (ORIGINAL) *sarcasm ON*, mahu pun download, eh bukan, lebih tepat kalau cilok dari external orang lain. I noob, i tak reti download cerita, gila LAME kan. SIGH.

Movie pertama yang i tengok masa cuti lame-ass ni, THOR



malas nak review sebab cerita lama, mesti u'olls dah tengok kan, hehe tapi serius bila thor tu bukak baju, i was aaaahhhh ohhhh aaaaaahhh macam tengah klimaks je bunyi. Body dia seriously hot and as usual Marvel's movies are always awesome-ass. I bagi rate 8.5/10, sebab serius best dan director sumpah memahami penonton, sebab even the smallest details macam adik Thor tu nak try angkat 'hammer' Thor tu pun dia tunjuk. Worth every penny. :)

Second movie was,


GILA AWESOME. Tpi u'olls WAJIB tengok Fast and Furious 1-4 dulu okay kalau tak nanti tak faham. Walapun Paul Walker dah sedikit tua tapi cerita tu still awesome-ass. I dengan senang hati kasi 9/10. :)

Third movie was, KONGSI (malay movie)


well, actually i am not a big fan of malay movie, especially untuk tengok wayang. Bukan sebab i memandang rendah ke apa, tapi i personally think and feel that it's not worth it. Kalau nak tengok pun, i prefer yang bukan tengok kat wayang. TAPI I TENGOK CERITA MELAYU CUMA KURANG GEMAR. Jangan salah faham. Sebab mostly jalan cerita sama, or even cliche. Kita dah dapat agak macam mana ending cerita tu sebelum cerita tu habis pun, or even by watching the trailer. =.="
Tapi sejak tengok Merong Mahawangsa, i dapat rasa yang mutu filem kita dah dinaik taraf, cuma spoiled gila dekat ending Merong Mahawangsa tu.

Anyway, Kongsi was so-so, despite the cute-nism of Shaheizy Sam, overall the movie agak bosan dan lawak dia kadang-kadang tak sampai ke otak i yang super noob ni. Lawak Hantu Kak Limah lagi best lah pendek kata. It was a 5/10, so-so kan kata.

And the last one (19th May 2011),


Okay i terang-terang cakap yang i tak berapa sangat follow drama ni sebab selalunya masa drama ni ditayangkan, ada cerita lagi awesome kat Starworld, tapi sebab mama i follow, kadang-kadang i pun terjebak sama, kalau u'olls rasa drama NurKasih ni best, i rasa mesti u'olls akan suka NurKasih the Movie. I rasa movie ni best and my RM13 was worth it. Tapi serius cerita ni sedih, tapi tak lah sampai menangis. Cuma tengok famili tu macam malang gila je. Kesian :(

I paling tak boleh lupa dialog Adam dengan sorang student dia,

"Kenapa orang baik selalu pergi dulu, orang jahat macam saya tak".

Terpukul i di situ. But yeah, this movie's awesome, and i rasa 19 juta penonton tu mesti berkejaran nak tengok movie yang i rate 8.5/10.

This is just my 2cent, no hard feeling(s) okay.

Lepastu lagi nak buat duit i mengalir macam air, i nak tengok Pirates of The Caribbean, Water for Elephant, Sekali Lagi, Priest, Insidious, Super8, Kungfu Panda 2, X-men, Transformers, and of course,

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 2 (15 JULY 2011)

and so many more. *dead*

Okay bye.

p/s: Siapa kipas susah mati HP, korang gila awesome macam i weh, siapa yang tak tengok BOOOOOOOOO !!! AND I'M SERIOUS. THOSE YANG TAK TENGOK HP, YOU GUYS ARE A MUGGLES. =.="

Quote of the day

"The future is scary. But you can’t just run back to the past because it’s familiar."
— Robin, How I Met Your Mother Season 6 Episode 24

hi awak comel lah jom couple.

HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA dan HAHA . Chomel gila vavi kan kalau guna pick up line se-lame ni? Tak suka pun boleh terus tersuka sebab sweet sangat like candy, boleh kena kencing manis jikalau berterusan. Vavi lah tapi sebab i selalu kena pun dengan rempit-rempit, tu kalau kat alam maya, MySpace ke Facebook ke. TU BOLEH MEMBAWA KEPADA PENGHAPUSAN GENRE MANUSIA DAH. BOLEH MEMBUNUH. Haha lagi-lagi abang kacak bergaya jaga muka apa orang cakap, cinta tak mengenal rupa. Dulu lah trend pakai gambar motor taruk sebagai DP (Default Picture). Kalau Super Bike yang vroom vroom gegar satu taman tu i boleh kautim lah jugak. Lagi-lagi kalau vespa,alahai jambu nya cik abang ni, i yang mintak couple terus. HAKHAKHAK.

TAPI, BAGI I LAH KAN, I BOLEH LA KAUTIM ORANG GUNA KENDERAAN SEBAGAI DP KALAU DIA TU TRANSFORMER.

Tapi sekarang ni tahun 2011, ada lagi trend rupanya, taruk gambar kereta lah, motor lah, bas sekolah, bas kilang, van katering Cik Senah dan keluarga lah, paling koman pun gambar basikal sebagai DP. Tidak tidak, bukan i memilih ke apa ke, bagus lah tu kalau ada transport kan satu bonus lagi bukan kew gituw kan. Benda sekarang kalau takat pakai DP macam tu lepastu tak ada teloq nak face-to-face atau paling koman pun post kat dinding (wall) i ke, ada hati nak nak mintak couple. Apa orang cakap, hidung tak rata, pipi tersorong-sorong gituww. Ada kes paling kritikal ni sampai sanggup ni request 'in a relationship' dengan i. Okay lah, ni tipu kalau i cakap i tak kenal lelaki tu. Mestilah kenal, tapi i tetap tak boleh terima lah kan kan kan. Tu yang i over sampai tulis kat belog ni. HAHA i pun dengan penuh adat timur dan sopan santun, i pun delete lah dia dan terus blocked. HAHAHAHAHA over kan macam kau tu Megan Fox. =.=

bukan apa, sebab i macam rimas lah bukan dua tiga kali, baru sekali je. HAHAHAHA

STUPID ENTRY. YOU MAD? :P

HI, YOU COMEL LAH, JOM COUPLE NAK?

K BYE.

POS MALAYSIA CAN SUCK MY BALLS

Sumpah sakit hati, rasa macam nak bakar semua Pos Office Malaysia yang i nampak. Macam ni lah, suruh kita sokong local services and local products tapi hampeh, siapa nak support kalau dah macam ni? Lagi menyampah ada lah. Bukan sehari dua i tunggu, dah seminggu dah ni, tak sampai sampai jugak pos express i tu.

Last tuesday, i beli barang dari e-blog, so dua pos express and both were sent on last Tuesday and Thursday if i'm not mistaken. And pos express requires 1-3 working days to arrive. Sekarang dah almost a week ! I try la track and trace, and i got this,







seeeeee, panjang berjela 'aktiviti' terhadap parcels i, ke sana ke sini, tapi tak sampai jugak kat i. SUMPAH I SAKIT HATI. NI SABAR SAMPAI BESOK LEPAS TU I NAK CALL ATAU I PERGI JE BATU CAVES CENTRE SANA. Type dengan capslock on untuk menunjukkan ketegasan dan kemarahan. Jangan sampai i simbah cat merah kat post man lepas ni okay. Nasib cat merah, kalau acid macam mana? LOLJK.

HAVE A NICE DAY. K BYE.

p/s: lack of updates due to my major laziness.

SI JAKUN

Ni nak cerita, i baru je install Skype kat laptop i, first time lah ni nak ber-skype. Hakhak tapi sumpah macam jakun gila, macam ayam kampung masuk bandar. Semua pun nak google even nak tanya "How to increase Volume". Macam bodoh. Padahal kau increase je lah volume laptop kau tu. HAHA Sejak cuti ni, kan i dah switch off otak i, memang OFF BETUL. Lepastu sekarang meroyan tanya member-member id Skype mereka, oh bertapa terdesaknya untuk bervideo-call. Maklumlah, i tak ada kekasih hati mahupun sahabat handai yang duduk jauh-jauh. Kawan i cakap, Skype ni best kalau dengan orang kita rindu nak geli-geli je. So, i guess i have no one to rindu and to geli-geli. WHAT A LOSER. =.=

Lepastu cakap nak update belog selalu, tapi malas gila nak menaip sampai check notifications facebook pun kat BB je. Betapa pemalas. Sibuk habiskan drama Korea, kat Maaduu. SERONOK SANGAT RASA MACAM DUNIA NI I YANG PUNYA, lepastu skype dengan kawan sampai pagi, baru tidur. Jangan tanya bangun pukul berapa. Kalau i bangun 1pm tu, kira mama i boleh sindir "Eh, awalnya bangun". SO, DO THE MATH.

SIGNING OFF. K BYE.