mencintai dan dicintai

A friend of mine just broke up with her 3-years boyfriend, and my ex-schoolmate just broke up with his 2-years girlfriend. entorghh lerr, musim kot sekarang ni? and i am pretty sure, some of us will go 'homaigosh, 3 tahun couple, lepastu clash macam tu je? gila buang masa'-sort of-talk which is kinda HEARTLESS. Seriously, we cannot learn from other people's mistakes, we'll have to go out there and make our own. And i'm speaking from my experienceS. Having 25 ex-boyfriends (whaddup!) when you are 21 years old is not something you can be proud of dan semestinya bukan cerita yang boleh disebarkan kepada cucucicit pada masa hadapan. Bila musim bercerai-berai ni ramai lah yang menangis meroyan bergulingan bergelimpangan sampai makan tak kenyang, mandi tak basah dan sebagainya. Which is normal. Lepastu bila dah get over him/her, punya lah bersumpah berikrar susun lima jari rapat-rapat TAK AKAN couple lagi lepas ni. Lepas tu terus tukar status facebook dari In A Realtionship kepada Single. Kalau ada Single and Available, lagi hah mesti trending lepas clash kan. Lepas tu mulalah hilang kepercayaan kat semua manusia lain spesis dalam dunia ni. Also, speaking from my experience. Bila ada lelaki nak bermadah cinta sikit mula lah 'ala, entah-entah kau pun sama macam si polan tu'. SERIOUSLY KAN? Tapi, bukan semua manusia ni sama. Dah nasib kau nak dapat si polan yang bernafsu binatang, berfikiran syaiton, man-whore, i love you-but not only you, atau pun yang sekadar menanam tebu di pinggir bibir sahaja. Everything happens for a reason. And i must admit, each break up made me stronger and kinda heartless but in a good way. And more alert i guess, about guys and relationship. And it makes me realize there is nothing more important than my family because they will always be there for me. Oh and ada kes yang sampai nak bunuh diri sebab putus cinta, i know, been there, Alhamdulliah tak terlintas pun. Jangan pentingkan diri sendiri, fikirkan parents kau tu, mak kau dok ke hulu ke hilir 9 bulan kandung kau dalam perut, kau tendang sepak terajang perut mak kau, ayah kau jaga kau bagi duit setiap hari, mak kau susukan kau, lepastu kau senang-senang nak blah macam tu je? Kau ingat kau siapa? Heartbroken my ass ! Just believe in yourself, believe in GOD. And remember, your forever is out there somewhere, have faith lovers. Let us just wait and appreciate what we have now. Okai ? All the single ladies, put your hands up!. (:

p/s: i am also waiting for my prince charming. waiting and waiting. (:

oh hi, it's me again

hi, it's been awhile since my last post. i decided to keep bloggin' and tumblrin' at the same time. yeay me. :)

tumblr anyone? ;)

http://nssays.tumblr.com/

above is the link of my new tumblr blog. yeah i know it means i have two blogs.
haha, funny kan? well, at first saya rasa nak delete blogspot ni tapi sayyang lah. so yeah, im keeping both, shhh. :)

well, my class starts today (MONDAY, 5th july 2010). :(

but saya still kat rumah, first sebab saya tak dapat bilik lagi, sebab saya baru pergi merayu tadi petang. hehe so, yeah im room-less. second, i dont feel like going to class yet, come on, gie me 1-2days, tapi rabu ni memang dah kena pergi kelas sebab ada kelas lec kurang disenangi.

hmph, macam mana nak survive tanpa 9 sem ni. sedih. sunyi. tapi entah lah. im confused right now, i dont know what i want.

p/s: tak start cls lagi dah down, apa ni???

tak sabar tunggu eclipse khamis ni. hehe JACOB BLACK! :)

bad timing .

demam teruk hari ni. tapi sempat hangout dengan jija, aiman, mia, bf mia, nisah, bf nisah, yana, odah dan saya. happy sangat. :')

p/s: kenapa demam sekarang? demam lah 5 julai nanti, tak nak balik uitm ! pftff.

what the hell ?

England kalah di kaki Germany. damn nak tambah lagi sedih bila kalah 4-1. damn damn!
well, before this ada kot saya tulis susah sikit England nak pergi final kan? hehe betul lah tu. pelik jugak padahal England penuh dengan pemain-pemain handal, Gerrard (nama dia pasti first!), Lampard, Rooney, Bechkam (well, dia tak main, tapi still).. but look at the bright side, i dont need to choose. eh, tu ke kebaikan England kalah?
hish. takpe lah, still ada Argentina. Brazil pun ada tapi saya lagi support Argentina.kawan-kawan yg GERMany semua perli-perli tadi. lepastu saya tukar lah profile picture FB saya dari jersey England ke jersey Argentina. bukan sebab malu ke apa, bukan saya yang main lepastu kalah, saya sokong je. cuma sekarang saya tengah tengok game Argentina kan. logik kan? saya still England ok. FOREVER. begitu jugak dengan LIVERPOOL !~ :)

well, rabu depan nak berdate dengan kawan-kawan lagi, jija, odah, aiman, nisah, mia, bestt nya~! rindu mereka walaupun saya kenal dorang kat matrix, tapi still. saya jarang/kekurangan kawan sekarang ni. saya jenis yang suka dengan famili and bf lagi. tak bagus kan. hezzz. score sekarang dah 2-0, sekarang tengah half-time, and saya tengah download lagu-lagu 30seconds to mars, memandangkan semua lagu diorang saya ter-hilangkan (jangan simpan ipod-alike dalam 1 pendrive, buruk padahnya).

okey, bye. :)

p/s: tengah hafal lagu Waka Waka (shakira) & Wavin' flag (Ka'aana). best!

im a beatbox

at first i was soo freakin happy when England is qualified to the second round.
you know what, England will then meet Germany, and Argentina also in the same group! xD
okay lets say, England won, then England vs Argentina. i know. OMG!
i support both England & Argentina, and i cannot pick one! Gerrard over Messi. Messi over Gerrard?? NO! =.=
btw, all my fav teams are qualified to round 16! congrats brazil, argentina & england!

nothing much todayyy. im a beatbox. zazazzacheckcheckdupaduapadduu. hehe.

p/s: i wanna watch toy story 3 and shrek 3 and karate kid ! anyone? :')

i smell BLOOD, and i am not a vampire

went to Pavilion yesterday with Jija, Nisah, Mia, Mia's boyfy and afiq, oh my we had so much fun! watched Nanny McPhee (with small 'c' and big 'P'). haha! it was so-so, actually i wanted to watch Toy Story but its okay, maybe next time? :)

well, im watching Mirrors on Star movies right now. its kinda scary & i love scary movie! oh boy, sometimes i think im a freak.
when im watching football or any sports, i wish to see the player fight with one another, somehow it turned me on. haha well, u know what i mean. well, u do right?
even when i watched Benci Bilang Cinta on Astro Ria, im hoping to see Winda hurts herself so that Dimas will be kelam-kabut to save her. LAME-O.

oh yeah, i am really freakin excited for Eclipse! wohoo~ not because im a big fan of Twilight Saga, yes i read the whole set and watched the movies, but no im just a normal girl who loves/adores Taylor Lautner. yeah, i know i already said that before, like a million times before. sorry for that.
and YES, I AM HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WITH TAYLOR LAUTNER FOR GOD'S SAKE! and im proud of it.

TEAM JACOB. <3

p/s: i don't know where's my number 9. hmphh. :(

FIFA world cup 2010 in HD

hello. lama dah tak mem-blogkan diri. maaf, busy + malas lah sejak dua menjak ni. okey, as you all know (DURH) , sekarang tengah hot FIFA ni kan, sebanyak 64 perlawanan kita dapat saksikan non-stop kat astro. Mama saya dah pasang astro beyond before FIFA start, so syiokk gila lah tengok bola, tak payah tergedik-gedik pergi mamak konon-konon bagi alasan nak tengok bola dekat screen besau & dengan kawan-kawan, actually best kalau tengok ramai-ramai, tapi mama saya memang tak kan bagi SAYA tengok bola kat luar. kesian tak? takpe lah, sekarang dah boleh tengok FIFA world cup in HD! oh, Lionel Messi sanagt cute okey! dengan slang dia tu, yummy. :')

oh, korang dah ada team untuk disokong ke?
saya dari dulu memang sokong





go on, pick a team! :)

or should i say, pick a hottie? haha





p/s: mentally-exhausted. haiss.

i spy with my little eye, something UBER COOL

omg, yes, they are the CUTEST but i am not talking about them now..

brace urself for..








TAVI GEVINSON !

Tavi Gevinson,13, is an American fashion blogger. She began her blog, "Style Rookie" on March 31, 2008 at age 11. Initially, her parents did not completely know what Tavi was doing until she asked for their permission to appear in an issue of New York Times magazine story. Since then, she has had as many as 50,000 readers.

While Gevinson describes herself as a "tiny 13 year old dork that sits inside all day wearing awkward jackets and pretty hats",many look to her for style inspiration. In mid-2009, Gevinson partnered with the London-based Borders&Frontiers to design and sell her own t-shirt.

check out her blog, www.thestylerookie.com

isn't she the cutest? :')
imagine urself being a 13 year old-fashion icon? hah? beat that LOSERS!

p/s: i wonder what she's going to look like in 5-10 years from now? superb!

p/p/s: she's definitely will be on my 'top list'! (side bar of the blog).

quote of the day

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."

- Robert Frost -

p/s: still haven't heard anything about my cousin. hope she's doing fine.

quote of the day

quote of the day

"The best way out is always through."
-Robert Frost-

less is more

lets do something different today, shall we?
how do u love to see Lady Gaga with her weird-fashion-sense? :)
look what i've found ;








and this is the closest picture of her w/o make-ups ;



haha, seriously, i enjoy watching her videos & looking at her pictures.
she's weird, but somehow people love her, very much.

p/s: you are what you wear. ;)

sister-in-law to be . . .

my brother is getting engaged today. meaning his gf is going to be my sister in law? full stop. teeeeeeeeett.

p/s: super duper excited. ^.^

my only DRUGS

people, meet BEN & SALLY. i love them soo fucking much~
gerram sangat- sangat !! rasa macam nak peluk-peluk, cium-cium!~~ grrrr~
oh yeah, they bathed twice a week, so of course they are clean!! mind you~ :)

p/s: all cat's LOVER are my pal. xoxo